Almost 21

My son turns 21 in June. I grew some balls and emailed his adoptive mother. I knew her last name and have known about her Web site and email for a while, so I went ahead and used it.

We'll see if she emails back.

Basically, I am tired of this waiting thing. Should I just throw the towel in and call it a day? Okay, fine, he doesn't want any contact. But you know, the thing that bothers me is I still want to know what he was like as a child. I missed out on all of that. So I emailed her.

We'll see if I hear anything.